i don't understand , really don't understand !
why? why does ppl always hold on to something that they knew its never gna happen..
butbut, that implies to me too >:
its sooooooo ... idk la
its 3pm alr yet i haven't got a decision yet
yet i don't know what i'm waiting for ?
maybe , maybe i shld just give it a shot?
i know , i know i'm a stubborn person .
when i said no , it means no .
when i said i don't like , means i'll never gnaa like it .
i'm not going to love someone until i gets into poly i guess ..
'cus friends is all i need now (:
if you let me choose between friends/lover ,
my answer will always be friends .
yes , someone pls help me & maybe him ...
i know , you'll get a better girl in poly .
so why still struggle now ?

even my mouth said ok , my body&heart is reluctant .
what to do ?

i don't like to do things that i don't like .
i don't like the feeling of being controlled .
i don't like being forced .
i don't like being nagged .
i don't like being stalked .
i don't like being cared OVERLY .
i don't like being irritated .

& I HATE THIS FEELING .

i don't like , don't like , don't like .

tons of words stuck in my mouth .
i hate this , really.

HELLLOOOOOOOOO!
ANYBODY HERE ?????:D
OKAYYY I'M HERE TO UPDATE MY BLOGGGGGG!
ITS DYING SO I'M HERE TO HEAL IT :DDDDD (RACHEL CHAN'S DEMAND! )
HAHAHAHAA!

WEEEEEE! went east coast tday w/ baoyi , hj, jm , jenkin and donny .
couplebike w/ jm :D super fun ! (cos i don need to cycle :x)
hehes ! first time didn't sweat while cycling for 2hrs ! uber fun ! :D
tmr's going marina barrage ! :D
i wna flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy kites ! :D
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
ya realise i put alot of ":D" in this post ? cus i'm f*kin happyy dudes ! :D
okok . pictures are up on fb !
work starting at 9dec ! holyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mama ! >:
"MONEY PLS COME TO MAMA !"

CIAOS !